HURTFUL WORDS NOT MEANT

I HAVE FOUND OUT THAT MY FATHER IN LAW READ MY BLOG AND THE THINGS THAT I SAID ABOUT HIM HURT HIM DEEPLY. I DO APOLGIZE FOR ANY HURTFUL THINGS THAT I SAID. BUT PEOPLE NEED TO REALIZE WHAT I WAS GOING THROUGH THAT NITE. I WAS LOSING MY HUSBAND..I HAVENT SEEN HIM IN ALMOST A WEEK. NO ONE KNOWS WHAT I WENT THROUGH AT THE JAIL THAT NITE EXCEPT MY OLDEST DAUGHTER SHAINA. I ALMOST PASSED OUT AND I WAS GRIEVING SO BAD THAT I DONT EVEN REMEMBER DRIVING HOME.
MY FATHER DAN IS THE GREATEST IN THE WORLD TO ME AND THE GIRLS. HE HAS HELPED ME IN SO MANY WAYS AND I AM TRULY APPRECIATIVE. I JUST WISH THAT HE WOULD HAVE COME IN AND SAID GOODBYE TO HIS SON. NO MATTER WHAT DANIEL SAYS TO HIM, THAT IS HIS SON..AND I KNOW THAT IT IS VERY HARD TO HAVE A SON LIKE DANIEL...BUT HE HAS CHANGED ALOT SINCE WE HAVE BEEN TOGETHER. WHAT HAPPENS WITH DAN AND HIS SON DANIEL, I CANT HELP NOR DO I CONDONE IT. BUT ALL I AM SAYING IS THAT I WANTED, NO DANIEL WANTED HIS DAD TO COME IN AND TELL HIM THAT HE LOVED HIM
WHAT HURT ME IS THAT WHEN I ASKED FOR MONEY FOR DANIEL, HE MADE THE COMMENT ABOUT MONEY AND WHAT HE GAVE TO HIM WOULD AFFECT HIM HELPING ME WITH MY CAR PAYMENT. THAT HURT ME SO MUCH..I WAS DESPERATE FOR HIS HELP. I NEVER ASK DAN FOR MONEY UNLESS ITS REALLY NEEDED.
I AM TRULY SORRY FOR BEING SO QUICK TO SAY WHAT WAS ON MY MIND WHEN I WASNT IN "MY RIGHT MIND" DAD...I LOVE YOU AND I KNOW THAT YOU LOVE DANIEL...AND I KNOW THAT HE LOVES YOU TOO...AND I LOVE YOU TOO...YOU ARE THE ONLY PERSON WHO HAS OFFERED TO HELP ME AND THE GIRLS. TAYLOR AND SHAINA LOVES YOU TOO....