VERY DEPRESSING DAY

WELL, TONITE HAS BEEN ONE OF THE MOST TERRIBLE DAYS/NIGHTS EVER. AS YOU ALL KNOW, MY HUSBAND, DANIEL IS IN JAIL. WELL..HE IS NOW BEING SHIPPED OUT TO A STATE PRISON. THIS HAS BROKE MY HEART AND SOUL. I HAVE CRIED SO MUCH THAT MY EYES HURT. I KNOW THAT HIM BEING IN THE "STATE PENN" IS THE BEST--HE CAN GET HIS TIME FIXED AND THEN WE CAN KNOW JUST HOW LONG HE HAS TO SPEND...BUT IT STILL HURTS SO BAD.
TO SEE MY HUSBAND TELLING OUR KIDS GOODBYE WAS AWFUL. MY MOM EVEN CAME TO THE JAIL TO SEE HIM ONE LAST TIME. OF COURSE HIS FATHER CAME TO THE PARKING LOT OF THE JAIL TO GIVE ME MONEY TO SEND HIM, BUT NEVER CAME IN TO SEE HIS ONLY CHILD. HOW CAN A FATHER BE LIKE THAT? NO MATTER WHAT YOUR CHILD DOES OR SAYS TO YOU..YOU CANT JUST TURN YOUR BACK ON THEM AND NOT CARE THAT THEY ARE LEAVING. ITS SAD BUT TRUE. THEY DONT HAVE A GOOD RELATIONSHIP---HIS MOM IS THE SAME WAY...NO ONE CARES ABOUT DANIEL EXCEPT ME AND THE GIRLS/MY MOM.
TO SEE MY HUBBY CRY KILLED MY SOUL...TO WATCH HIM WALK AWAY FROM ME..NOT KNOWING WHEN I WOULD SEE HIM AGAIN SUCKS ASS...IT IS ONE OF THE WORST FEELINGS EVER!
I WONT BE THE SAME WITHOUT DANIEL...